TCA 2009

and of course, Robert is hot as usual :p

Come save

The world is in danger, Please come.
Disaster come and gone, Come save.
World full of fire and water.
Burned and drowned.
The seas are going higher,
They're reaching out for you.
The trees noises loud, this earth is shaking.
And the thunder is sounded more louder.
Those creation are screaming out for you
Humans,people,crawling,hoping,wishing
Pray you'll come and save them
They wait for you, they believe in you
They praise you so high.
Because of they want it happiness and peaceful in their each life
The devil has ruined us.
Ruined our planet.
They destroy our home that you gave us.
And they destroy ourselves to be like them,
In hell crawling,screaming,crying.
Then they happy for it,to see us suffering in hell.
So,please come and save us.
We need you our LORD

I miss you

I miss you.
I miss feeling overwhelmed by you.
I need rescue.
To save me from this death.
Oh,love I miss you ,
I miss talking all night long with you.

Great && Lovely , New Moon Fanvid <3 this! LOL

Lion (Part 1)

Mysterious, that's what I called you
I'm curious, about you.
I'm scared and I'm not sure that you are safe.
But your eyes seems says that you are good.
This is not the dream that I'm living.
This is just the world of your own.
You took me from the world that I knew
Show me , how it feels to hope.
With you , with me.
Facing tommorow , together I could learn fly.
Feels like I'm living in the lion's mouth but the lion is an angel

New Moon Official Trailer

First time I saw this , I was speechless.
And suddenly cried.
It was amazing.
And beautiful.
I cried when Bella's laying on the grass.
Losing Edward.
OMG. I can't breath at that time.
It was so deep. and touchy.
But Lovely!! <3

You Die (Part 1)

I watched you die
My Heart's shattering
My heart stopped beating
I'm breathless and speechless
And my tears came out from my eyes and it can't stop
At all
I can't believe you die
I screamed your name and ran to you
hug your cold and dead body
I cried in your body.
Yelling,crying,screaming your name
I punched your pale face, slap it , over and over again.
to made you awake from this dead
But you didn't , you still leaned there breathlessly
I pretend that you're just made fun of me
But you didn't , you won't woke up.
I cried hardly, and I almost out of oxygen
Mumbled "My love, I can't live without you"

Quotes 4

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside

Quotes 3

Now Your telling me you gotta let it go
(Dont Tell Me I have to start all over again)
I Never thought that this day would come
(This is somthing that i've wanted in my life)
I realize that you're the one

Quotes 2

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

Quotes 1

I felt it
the wire touched my neck and,
then someone pulled it tighter.
I never saw it coming.
I started to black out and
then someone said "Good Morning."
I took it as a warning.
I should have seen it coming.
So now I take a chance on
this thing we may have started
intentional or not.
I don't think we saw it coming.
It's all adding up to something,
that asks for some involvement
that asks for a commitment.
I think I see it coming
if we step out on that ledge.

Without You

Love of my life ,
I'm broken.
I'm scattered.
And it's all because of you.
I cannot live without you.
I cannot breathe without you.
I love you ,
You are my life.
But , it's over now.
I cant be with you anymore now.
My life will never be the same without you.

I shouldn't love you , but I want to.
I just can't turn the way.
I shouldn't see you , but I cant move.
I can't look away.
And I dont know , how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I dont know, how to make a feeling stop.

Just so you know, this feeling taking control of me.
And I cant help it , I wont sit around , and keep being anxious.
Thought you should know , I tried my best to let go of you .
But I dont want to.
I just going to say it all before I go, just so you know.

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings?
And look the other way

But I can't
I wanted to touch you , feel you
Love you .
But I cant.

Another Fanvid

Forbidden To Think (Song that I made)

forbidden to think.


I wasn't supposed to think of you, tonight.
I know it was forbidden to remain.
Because our love is.
But , your face is always haunting me like a ghost.
Your voices whispering in my ears,
Our memories , coming back for more like a film,
that we've been searched for a long time
and then it suddenly crossing through this eyes.
and it makes me have a nightmare.
I guess,I really don't know how to let you go.

Chorus:
I can't undo what I have done , easily.
Especially for you.
You are the best part of my life.
You are my own brand of heroin.
I always thinking of you , every single day.
Purposely, It's just you always crossing my mind.
I never want to thinking of you , never.
It's not right , it's forbidden to think.

This emptiness , makes me weak.
Makes me feel hurtful.
Makes me feel extremly fragile ,
Because , I can't move , I even afraid to move.
I hate this part right here, I just cant take my tears.
The time is passes so slowly now, I guess that's my life without you.
I always cry when I remember of you , always .
But , I know I'm wrong , because it was forbidden to think.

Your sweet voice , is making me weak and breathless.
Your moves , attracts me like no other lovers.
Your smile making me feel like I'm in heaven
You've still my heart.
and you take it back,
But when I take it , My heart have burn into a pieces.
I love you , even this love is forbidden ,
I swear I dont care , because your love means everything.

Broken

I thought you never leave me.
I thought this love will be last.
But it wasn't .
So,

You leave me ,
Just like that.
And I cant believe it.
That any of this was real.

I know it's the best for us.
I know you did this for my safety.
You did this for me.
For my best.

But , how do I get through my days without you ?
I'm nothing without you.
You, you build me up.
You make me happy.

I dont care what they want to do with me.
If they mock me, or anything
I really dont care.
All I care is being with you, whatever it takes.

I know you feel the same way as I do now.
I know we're broken now.
I know our heart is shattering now.
And I know you feel lost like I do now.

But , I dont know how to let you go.
To forget you.
To get you out of my head.
To be fine without you.

You're just like a star across my sky .
You just like an angel of the page.
You have appeared to my heart , feel like I never be the same.
You just like a song in my heart .
You just like an oil on my hand, honour to love you.

Still I wonder , why it is ?
I dont argue like this.
With anyone but you.
You do it all the time , blowing out my mind.

You got this look I cant describe.
You make me feel I'm alive.
When everything else's au fait.
Without a doubt you on my side.
Heaven has been away too long.
Can't find the words , to write this letters.
Oh, your love.

I Hate This Part Right Here.

Now, I'm very broken.
I shocked that you told me that.
I want to cry ,yes of course.
I want to scream , yes of course.
I even want to die.

All I think is now.
I cant be with you anymore.
You have left.
You've gone.

And I have to admit it.
Because it was ,
It was real.
This wasnt just a dream , or Imagination.
This was reality.
And I hate it alot that it was.

My life without you , it's like EMPTY.
My heart without you , it's like SHATTERING.
My brain without you , it's like I can't think.

I have no faith anymore.
I have nohearts anymore.
My eyes are so blank now.
And also do my minds.
It makes me had a headache.

I've been sitting here , to get you out of mind.
I try my best of me , to make myself strong.
I drive myself insane, wishing I could touch your face.
But the truth remains you're gone.

The time's passes so slowly now.
Guess that's my life without you.
And maybe I could change my everyday.
But baby I dont want to.

So, I just hang around and finds somethings to do.
To take my mind off , missing you.
and I know in my heart , you can't say that you don't love me too.
Please say , you do.

What will I do ?
If I cant be with you ?
Tell me where I turn to,
Baby you , dont leave me.
Was it the other part ?
Am I still in your heart ?
Baby why can't you see ?
That I need you here with me.

New Moon Spoilers! (for the one who haven't read the books)

source

Fanvid

Amazing Vids <3

Permanently Immortal

I cried alot when you left me.
I was stressed out and very a mess.
And I hate to felt the way I lost you.
It was painfully awful,and hurtful.
Because I cant forget it , just like that.
You were PERMANENTLY IMMORTAL in my head.
Our memories,
Our love,
Our promises,
Was hard to be dissappear.
I never want to let you go, I never want to forget you.
Even though our love is forbidden.
I dont care, because I feel safe , only with you.
My crazy world calm down , when I put my head in your chest and lean there.
Your sweet words rang in my head.
Your face haunts me like ghostes.
Your touch lingers here , on my skins.
I know and I understand, you leave me only to protect me.
I got it , alot.
But , I just can't stand how long it's going to be without you.
I can't stand living in this cruel and sick world alone.
I want to be with you.
This heart wasn't beat anymore since you left, It's broken.
It's hard for me to survive my life without you.
Actually , I am whole without you.
I'm absolutely nothing without you , here , with me.
And now,
I only need your hug.
I only need your kiss.
I only need your voice.
To make me okay.
Like when I'm afraid or terrified ,
You always hug me and kiss my forehead,
And then tell me, "It's allright,I'm here, I'll keep you safe,sweetheart."
Then makes me calm down and shiver.
Oh ,I miss all of your things.
I miss your everyhing.
I miss YOU.