Permanently Immortal

I cried alot when you left me.
I was stressed out and very a mess.
And I hate to felt the way I lost you.
It was painfully awful,and hurtful.
Because I cant forget it , just like that.
You were PERMANENTLY IMMORTAL in my head.
Our memories,
Our love,
Our promises,
Was hard to be dissappear.
I never want to let you go, I never want to forget you.
Even though our love is forbidden.
I dont care, because I feel safe , only with you.
My crazy world calm down , when I put my head in your chest and lean there.
Your sweet words rang in my head.
Your face haunts me like ghostes.
Your touch lingers here , on my skins.
I know and I understand, you leave me only to protect me.
I got it , alot.
But , I just can't stand how long it's going to be without you.
I can't stand living in this cruel and sick world alone.
I want to be with you.
This heart wasn't beat anymore since you left, It's broken.
It's hard for me to survive my life without you.
Actually , I am whole without you.
I'm absolutely nothing without you , here , with me.
And now,
I only need your hug.
I only need your kiss.
I only need your voice.
To make me okay.
Like when I'm afraid or terrified ,
You always hug me and kiss my forehead,
And then tell me, "It's allright,I'm here, I'll keep you safe,sweetheart."
Then makes me calm down and shiver.
Oh ,I miss all of your things.
I miss your everyhing.
I miss YOU.